as the texas sun rose overhead and the salty sweat was stinging my eyes I thought to myself, " this is such a hard game!" I thought about the approach of constantly thinking about the future and a time when my swing will be solid and settled and then followed that thought with a snickering rebuke of this starry eyed dreaming which has been going on for too many years.
I wasn't having fun and decided to play a few shots where I didn't think at all but simply put my attention in my body and allowed the club to swing. the 8 iron I had in my hands and had been using to hit shots at a target on the left side of the range immediately began flying 5-8 yards farther and the sound was better. I was contacting the ball first and slightly more solid. this encouraged me to think even less and let go into my swinging motion with an awareness in my feet as my weight moved back to my right shoe and then forward to my left. my grip pressure was light and I could feel my arms folding and staying close to my body as I played shot after shot without thinking. I was feeling my swing and observing the sensation which is way different from directing my shoulders etc. how to move in order to swing.
I left the range recalling the three days in wrightsville beach when I had a similar feeling playing in the n.c. 4-ball with bill bolles and the practice session in montreal with fred shoemaker. both of these times had a similar feeling of an effortless swing